Well, I suppose I was a bit premature. My fiancee told me last night she is leaving, back for St. Louis. Saying she isn't ready for this sort of thing...I took the day off of work and now I'm getting (already am completely) plowed. (Before you flame me, realise that she and I still care for each other. To what degree of each, i do not know. Nor does it matter...so try to keep the "fuck her" type comments to a minimum.) I know it probably seems childish and high school-esque, but we've been together nearly five years; and I really want it to work; but, iI just want her to be happy. Guess I just needed to vent. BTW if anyone is in the Tampa area, and wants drinking buddy, I guess I am now available.
